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this is my very entry into this site at least.. what to say.. well im 33 yrs old. i have been with my husband tom over 6 yrs now.. we have been married for 2 of them actually yesterday (4th dec) aww he was such a sweetie he came home last night with a huge bunch of flowers and cute pink teddy bear... normally i love flowers, but cause he doesnt always get them as my way of thinking if he did just out of the blue he would have cheated on me... not to say he would at all. he is a great guy!! just my way of thinking i guess... well on the whole family thing, its what both have wanted for such a long time even b4 we met, we both wanted families... although i have been ready to try over 4 yrs ago, tom clearly wasnt... so we waited until a couple of months after we got married (4th dec 04) we found out we were pregnant end of aug- start of sept.. we were 5 weeks along when we had a natual miscarriage... i just wanted to curl up and die.. since then we have tryed with no luck... we ended up going to the doctors in june of this yr, where i did some tests , tom also did a test we both came bak with everything being alright to concieve, we then also went to a gyno doctor who put me on some clomid tablets... everyone tells u to just relax and dont think bout it and it will happen, but its hard when all u ever wanted to do is be a parent... im due today (5th dec) what would be so wonderful is to be pregnant for xmas.... what i christmas present that would be............